Mommy's Little Helper

I went for my annual pap today.

I'd decided to see one of the women in the practice just because. And now I'm so glad I did. It started out just fine enough. Then she asked how the twins were (she remembered me from being in the hospital for so long) and then asked how I was adjusting and how much help I get, etc. That's when I started crying. For no reason really. The water works just started flowing.


I ended up bringing home some nice new shiny boxes of Lexapro. She's concerned about PPD. (Which I've know but was trying to handle on my own. Didn't work out so well.)

I knew things were getting worse when I burst into tears about the Biggest Loser commercial the other day. I've never watched this show. Yeah. I've just been crying about everything lately. It's getting old too, because I really hate crying.

But she was very understanding. She really hit the nail on the head with a few things without me even having to go into detail.

So, yay drugs! Or something...


The kids are well. They are still not sure about the rice cereal. I added some banana in it and I think it tastes a little better, but they still are a bit unsure. Jay is doing much better than Rea. And he's self cleaning which is nice too!
The bibs are a new thing to them. I haven't put bibs on them very often, so he loves to play with it. Well, the first thing he does is try to stuff it in his mouth, and in the process cleans off all the leftovers hanging out around there. Kinda nice, but I know it won't last. 10 years from now I'll be nagging about cleaning his room. Oh well.



Well, they are up from their last nap. And John and I have a movie (and wine!!!!) for later. Yay.
(I'm into trying new wines lately...Polka Dot is a German Riesling and very yummy and cheap to boot! Go! Try!)


Gina