Slow

I have just not felt like writing at all lately. I don't know why.

Things are good here. Rea finally had her first tooth come through. It's on the bottom. Her teeth just come in so much slower than J's. And she can be fussy about it. Not all the time though so it's not too bad.

J pulls up on everything now. But he's still a little too freaked out to cruise very much. He'll pretty much only come to a person. He won't go from the couch to the table or anything like that. He did make it up the stairs with John's help the other day. It took about 5 minutes, but he laughed the entire time. (A gate will be there now.)

The computer is being crazy slow right now. Driving me nuts. I hope it isn't about to die.

I'm still on the job hunt. I don't think I'll ever find a job. I think that's part of why I haven't been writing. I tend to withdraw when I'm super stressed and/or worried.

The condo is on the market. Not one little nibble yet. Driving me nuts.

The slow computer is driving me nuts. Going to bed now.

Gina

Rotten

I've been in a really rotten mood for the past two days.

I'm stressed. I'm frustrated. I'm aggravated.

I'm just plain tired and pissed.

I've been looking forward to this weekend (10 year reunion) for months now. Actually close to a year. And now I'm just frustrated that I don't even want to bother going.(Even though I bought a new dress that shows off my new tattoo and makes me look skinner than I am. And 'on sale' this dress was $70. Remember I'm cheap.)

I don't even know what I want to say. I'm just having a rough few days. Nothing is working in cheering me up. Except maybe the kids. When they're being cute and not demon-like.


This has no point. I'm pissy. That's all.

Gina

Scabbed Over

I think I forgot to mention the new tattoo in my last entry....

Well, while back home, I went to my favorite shop and got a new tattoo. I'll take pictures and post when it's done healing. Right now it's scabbed over and itching like mad. I keep putting lotion on it because it feels so good to rub it.


And I think this will be the last one for a long time. May be the last one period. (Besides, six is a good round number to have.)

I have cute pictures of Rea I should post. But the project today is going through their closet (didn't I just do that?!) and clean out most of their 3-6 month clothes. I got most (maybe even all) of their 6-9 month stash washed and ready to hang up. It's just finding the minute to do it while chasing them around!

J is so cute. He follows me everywhere now. If I leave the living room to go make bottles, after a minute I'll hear the little slap of his hands as he's crawling to me. He is definitely a happier baby now that he can get to where he wants to be. We thought that would be the case. We were right. He's so independent with some things and so clingy at the same time. They sit on the bottoms and play now. I think that's so adorable. And they play together. They laugh at each other and babble to each other. I love it.

For now I should get to the closet....

Gina